Scar

Life's a hell
I made it so well
Leaving you behind
Even I cant rewind

So get ready for journey
A new ecstasy
With loads of tears
An a newly born fear

Blood in the veins
All over the lanes
I feel so right
Now to fight

I lost all senses
And forgot all hopes
To get a new start
I still need a scar

Flying

I was sweating
I was crying
In this cold december
I could see
Myself dying
Dont know if
I was shivering of cold or
I was scared
But i know this
I was there
At the edge in the horizon
Where no ways are seen
But still choices were keen
I am confused
I am trying
All i need a hand
saying
'Baby ur still flying..'

Kal..Aaj..Kal..

Kal jo beet gya
wo islie gaya
kyunki usse jana tha
wo apna kaam kargya
hume jeevan ke mayane sikha gya
hume ek nayi seekh de gya
hume humari galatiyan bta gya
taki hum aane wale kal ko sawar sake
jeevan ke har pehlu ka samne kar sake
Aaj
hume aaj ko jeena hai
taki kal jo aane wala hai
uski ehmiyat jaan sake
is samay main jo hum karenge
wo aage humare saath chalega
humare aj ke kadamo ke neeshan
aane wale kal main nazar aayenge
dhundhale hi sahi
magar wo dil main geher ka jayenge
islie
hume beete hue kal aur aaj ko milakar
aane wale kal to jeena hai..

Yaad

Log dosto ko manane ki baat karte hai
unpar hak jatane ki baat karte hai
jinse na tha khoon ka nata
unka saath nibhane ki baat karte hai

Hume bi koi yeh vaadein karta tha
hume bi koi palkon par rakhta tha
ek din ek aandhi aayi
mujhe us rishtey ki sachayi dikhayi

Jab zaroorat padi mujhe uski sabse jayada
usne tooda kiya hua apna hi wo vada
mere dukho main chod mera saath
thama usne kisi aur ki khushi ka haath

Maine khud ko hai ab sambhala
usko apni yaadon se hai mitaya
magar dekh kar teri parchaayi
aaj mujhe apne dost ki bahut yaad aayi...

Story

Everyone is special
this girl was no ordinary
she was all alone
even in Montessori
played games with trees
made friends in dreams
talked to moon
faught with god
for leaving her alone
being hard as rock
passed her school with no special day
everyday to her was a challenge to face
when all enjoyed with their mates
she stood alone only to do was wait
there were trips to go
events to do
she took no part
as she knew
she has to be all alone
when everyone was in group
no one would dare to take her look
days passed by
moments were gone
seasons changed
her fate was always the same
but the day came
she went to college
her destiny turned
like a coin flipped
now she's with her
enjoying what she missed
now few years had passed
reality is showing her face
now she faught with her friends
made enemies in her mates
thinking of the past
she realised the best part of life
was when she was a child
she was all alone
but atleast she was alive...
this was a story, i wished to tell
its a story of a girl i met
i met her today
she was at my place
i had a glance of her
in the mirror i gazed...

Intezaar

Adhuri duniya teri hai
meri duniya to tu hi hai
jeene ka sabab tu hai
maut ka manzar tu hai
teri hasi se jagmag yeh jahan hai
teri khushi se roshan hai sama
teri ek gum se hui hai
khamoshi ki shuruat yaha
tune jo diya tha hume
humne na kara uska aitbar
isi baat ki hai yeh saza
aaj karna pada mujhe maut ka bi
intezaar...

Follow

"I shot an arrow into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For so swiftly it flew, the sight
Could not follow it in its flight.

I breathed a song into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For, who has sight so keen and strong
That it can follow the flight of song?

Long, long afterward, in an oak
I found the arrow, still unbroke;
And the song, from beginning to end,
I found again in the heart of a friend."
-- Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Tumne

Tumne mujhe tab jana
jab duniya ne kara begana
meri hasi ke peeche,
chupe raaz ko pehchana
meri khamoshi ki wajh ko khoja
meri dil main basi tasveer ko tarasha
mere khawbon ko sajaya
meri umeedon ko badhaya
meri aankho ki nami ko chupaya
meri ankahi baaton ke matlab ko jana
us udasi ko hasi main badla
mujhe dosti ka matlab samjhaya
aur khud ko mere jeevan main basaya
har kadam par saath nibhaya
mere akelepan ko mehfil banaya
un lamho main jab koi na saath tha
apni duniya se mujhe milwaya
tumne mujhe aisi tasveer main tarasha
aj sab kehte hai tumsa koi na muskurata
fir bi jaane kyu tumnhe kyu na jana
tumhara jo dil main koona hai
usme tumhare sivaye koi aur na samata
simta hua tha sab achanak sab bikhar gaya
ek hawa ke jhoke se tumhe maine kho diya

Without U

Thought of dying today
killing myself
thinking its the only way
i could get out this hell
living makes no sense
seeing you go away
i should better make a run
leaving a sweet essence
we lived together
trusting each other
now it seems
it was all in rims
inside the core we parted
long time back when we fighted
we carried till date
donno..was it our fate??
thnx to all
who made me realised my faults
still lies a hope of getting back u
its a unhealable pain
now i have to live without u..

Bhehak

Yeh kaisi uljhan hai
Kaisi hai bebasi
Dil main hazar sawal hai
Koi ek na jawab hai
Jharokho ke sath tum aaye
Jindagi meri mehakane

Tumhe alvida karna chahti hu
Ruksat karna chahti hu
Najane kya hua
Bhehak main jati hu

Ab jaate hue lamho main
Palkon ko nami se maine sajaya
In manzaron ne kaha mujhse
To tumhe maine apne dil ka haal bataya

Tumhe alvida karna chahti hu
Ruksat karna chahti hu
Najane kya hua
Bhehak main jati hu

missing u my friend..

u heard my silence
u understood my laughs
saw me crying
in the those times
made me understand
taught me to move on
loved my mistakes
overlooking what i hate

u heard what i dint spoke
saw my face and
made it all
learnt abt me
even mre than i did
u made me free
made me fly.
i love u my friend.. r d most precious gift i ever had been gifted
this is for u..shona..miss you a lot

Kal

Aaj
ek lamhe main
main sab kho diya
beete saalo ki
hasti ko mitoo diya

Kya hua naa jane
kis raah hum chal diye
sochkar tum saath ho
sabko duur kiye

Us bhawar main
hum to dubte chale
andhere koono main
roshni khojte rahe

Us aajwaz ko sath liye
lamho ki nazakat ko ruswa kiye
teri hi umeed main
hum bas chale

Dosto ki dosti
yaaro ki yaari
sab hai duniyadari
yeh maine aj hai jaani

Aaj
ek lamhe main
main sab kho diya...

Place

Glimpses from our past
made me realise
what we shared
how we cared
teasing and fighting
on phones and in writing
i loved that space in your heart
i still remember once i owned that
place in your life

Its hard to see
tough to deny
when i see our friends
where i used to stand
once i used to held that
crown in ur life
now they are grasping my
place in your life

Earlier i was there
for all ur joys and sorrows
now i am here
with no more myself in your tommorrow
our day started with your call
ended with my text
but now i am loosing my
place in your life

Killing those days
dies in my future
never thought i would..
can't write any further
but anyhow i feel
i am loosing you in my life

Missing those time
climbing those tears
you are still here
but i am no more near
love to see you smile
with our friends and no me in sight
i realised now that
i have lost my
place in your life

Now i wonder
i owned that place
or it was a dream
seeing myself in that
place in your life....???

One I wrote for you

Patiently I waited

Waited for you

You to need me

Me to be with

With one to share

Share your sorrows

Sorrows and joy
Joys were times we were together
Together like no1 we cared
Caring is all I needed
Needs were there but no1 feeded
Feeding you did was dust to me
Me..I..was the world to you
You are the one only one
One I wrote this for..

Rust

Doors are closed
No sunshine
Backing the pain
Suffocating is rain

Hills up high
Suns down though
Breezing the thoughts
Merely reforms

Banned my dreams
Cleared my memories
Forgotten the past
No regrets last

Goodbye I said
Were just words
It made others
Free from my rust...